Feel free to feel free

Feel love live
Like a child
Who doesn’t know
How to live
How to feel
How to love
How to be
She does it naturally
She learns these labels on the go
Before mouth can say these words
She doesn’t need to say
“I love you”
It’s obvious
That she is love
She is not separate from it
She doesn’t have it
And she doesn’t need to prove it
Or confirm it
She doesn’t know how to feel
There’s just feelings
Expressed by cry or giggles
Impersonal feelings
So innocent and free
No one have these
Does the baby know how to live?
No, it happens naturally
All conditions and knowings come along
When person is born
It’s the end of unity, apparently
This cleavage painfully separates this
Which is whole and complete already
But that’s just a magic trick of the mind
It’s not really there
Although conditions and knowings may never leave
The one, who thought that he had these, may cease
Leaving nothing to have, to hold on to
Than just giggles of childlike wonder
Of what this is
In natural state of unknowingness
Child is born again
Flawless
Innocent
Unconditional
As she always have been
Unconditional love
And free
Feel free to feel free
Unconditionally

Unconditionally this

Waking up from apparent dream/illusion can be like sobering up and there can be clear seeing as confusion. There can be everything. All is this. Nothing wrong with anything. Or right. Apparent dropping away or falling away can be very gradual, mind and body functioning still the same way, but noticing may happen about different aspects of life that have changed apparently.

In weekly Patreon zoom meetings we talk all about this, what is and what ever is coming up. It’s open space where everything is allowed so to speak, where nothing isn’t wrong as nothing isn’t right also.

When dream ends, no one will wake up (is something that Jim Newman said). Then there will be no questions as questioner died apparently. But until “then” Patreon group is a space where you can share upcoming thoughts, questions, worries, fears, joy and so on.

Illusion or not. It’s unconditionally this.

This

"Let it go" ... but ... I don't know how...

I don’t know how to let go

I don’t know how to surrender

I don’t know how to accept

I even don’t know how to reject

I can only claim that I have done it,

when it’s done already

and not by me

Me is no more or less than just a storyteller

And there is no separate story and the teller

They are on and the same

Can you see how much suffering can bring one suggestion like “let it go” or something like that. As there is someone, separate, in control, who can actively do something, to let go, when there is already no one holding on, but just holding on is whats apparently is happening, by no one. So no one can let go. Letting go may happen apparently. It happens or it doesn’t, there is no choice in that, it happens absolutely effortlessly. Only when there is the sense of I am, separateness, then it feels like I am in control, I need to change that, and if I can’t, then I fail, I feel bad, I am not enough, I don’t know how, I need to learn/read/work/practice more. That causes this apparent suffering for apparent individual. But the good news is, there is no you. But it’s not good news for you, who feels real, really existing as separate individual and of course you will never really hear this, what hears this is this already. But not you, as there is no separate entity inside the body in control, who can actively let go, surrender, accept etc and thats the freedom, for no one.

Simply not two

So what is non-duality? It says simply not two. No separation. It is, what apparently happens. And for no one, as the one is separation, that is illusion.

And it’s very radical approach, as whats described here, has nothing to do with you and it doesn’t offer you nothing, simply because it doesn’t see you. You are illusion, not existing separately.

There is only wholeness and no path to wholeness. This is already. Already not two. Illusion is that it isn’t, that it is somewhere else, that there is becoming, I am not there yet, this isn’t it. It’s a dream, as it is already wholeness, enlightenment, liberation for no one. No path can lead you where you already seemingly are. Every step is this.

not two

This is home for no one

I feel sad. Empty. Unsatisfied. This isn’t what I want. I try to change this to better. So I can feel happy again and I try to do what ever, to maintain it. To feel good, or at least okay. But actually I want to feel always good and sattisfied and not to fall again, as then all, what was before good, doesn’t have any value anymore. And I feel again sad and empty. Tired of this circle…

Seeker constantly is seeking better experience, fulfilment, hapiness and some even seek spiritually enlightenment, to feel bliss and not to feel that something is missing. But the probleem is for the seeker, that there is always something missing, as the one, who is seeking, is the one, who creates the separation. So it can’t never feel whole, complete.

Theres nothing to seek, nothing to find, as there isn’t space and time. Space and time is illusion, it’s constantly this. THIS! No before or after. Only THIS. Nothing missing really! It’s everything and whole already. The one, who’s seeking, can’t never see that. As the one, is illusion, not real. And this is too simple for the complex mind, thats even not real.

This is home, this is free. Uncoditionally.

The drop in ocean

The drop in ocean doesn’t think it is separate, although it may seem sometime as separate, but it’s still part of ocean, oneness. Drop in ocean can’t know or experience the oneness as it isn’t separate. As us, people, aren’t individuals, with each one living in different reality. It’s illusion. Me is illusion. Separation is illusion. And one can’t never understand it as one is dreaming and don’t know it. When the dream ends, there is realisation, that there was never individual me, with personal life, goals, thoughts, ideas, purposes. It was just what happened, without anyone.

You

Illusion

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No stories, but still...

As everything is a story, it doesn’t matter what to say. And yet sharing stories seems to happen all the time. What happens after “liberation” is that these stroies doesn’t belong to anyone anymore. These aren’t attached, these stroies aren’t mine stories, they are not believed to be true, they just are empty. As everything. As this message. Empty.

And some lovely empty quotes by no one below (hahah or above) :

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